I thought I'd get used to it by now, being rejected. Being so disappointed of myself.
Apparently not.
It still bites. It prickles behind my eyes, but I just can't seem to cry it out. Not when I brought this upon myself.
You know how a single day can turn upside down? I think I do, too well. And by far this could be one of my worst's.
I feel so bad and all I want is warm hugs and my family comforting me, supporting me. But people get tired. People are not computer who gives the exact same respond when given the same stimulus.
I am tired too.
I somewhat agree that I might have bitten more than I can chew.
That's because I believe you'll succeed if you work hard enough. I am working hard. I am running around as if my head was on fire, I am looking for any consolation -to convince my heart that we have done it. Enough to give me the leisure to rest.
Today I learned.
There is no such thing in life.
That's why rest in peace is only written on the stones, not in birthday cards.
Apparently not.
It still bites. It prickles behind my eyes, but I just can't seem to cry it out. Not when I brought this upon myself.
You know how a single day can turn upside down? I think I do, too well. And by far this could be one of my worst's.
I feel so bad and all I want is warm hugs and my family comforting me, supporting me. But people get tired. People are not computer who gives the exact same respond when given the same stimulus.
I am tired too.
I somewhat agree that I might have bitten more than I can chew.
That's because I believe you'll succeed if you work hard enough. I am working hard. I am running around as if my head was on fire, I am looking for any consolation -to convince my heart that we have done it. Enough to give me the leisure to rest.
Today I learned.
There is no such thing in life.
That's why rest in peace is only written on the stones, not in birthday cards.
